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my name is emily. i'm nineteen years old and love the phantom of the opera! my ultimate goal as a singer and actress is to play christine daae on broadway. my other love is jekyll & hyde the musical, my other dream role being lucy harris, whom i played in 2010. this is where i keep updates of my music career and all of the exciting events.♥
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UPCOMING EVENTS.
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[These dates appear in DD/MM/YY time]
+21.04.11, 12:00 pm Singing with the Oklahoma Girl's Chorus at the Tulsa Historical Society Mansion.
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DREAM ROLES.
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+Christine Daae... The Phantom of the Opera
+Lucy Harris... Jekyll & Hyde
+Eponine... Les Miserables
+Blind Mag... REPO! The Genetic Opera
+Marguerite... Faust
+Title role, Aida
+Queen of the Night... Die Zauberflote
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Name: Emily M.
Birthday: 12/31/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: The Phantom of the Opera. Singing. Opera. Nightwish. Evanescence. Within Temptation. Tarja Turunen. Music. Writing.
Expertise: The Phantom of the Opera. Musical Theatre. Music. Creative Writing. The Phantom of the Opera Stage History. Opera. Classic Literature. Dramatics.
Occupation: Opera Singer in Training
Industry: Opera
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  xSLEEPWALKERxXx
AIM:  phantasmagoriaxo
Member Since:
6/4/2006
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| I can't believe how long I've slept today! I seriously just woke up about ten minutes ago! ................. Gah anyway, I just wanted to let you know what the Red Bull I drank yesterday did for me! Lol! .............. After waking up at 7:30 in the morning, I, for some unknown reason, drank a mini Red Bull. Suddenly, I felt so motivated!! So here was the result............. As some of you know, I have Epilepsy, a seizure disorder that affects about 2.7 million Americans. My sister has it as well. Some of you are also fans of Amy Lee, the lead singer of Evanescence. She actually started an epilepsy awareness program after her brother had a seizure at school. "Out of the Shadows" was the result. I have now taken it upon myself to be an advocate for the program, and for the program's mission to end fear, raise awareness, and to find a cure for this potentially fatal disorder. I spent all day creating another Xanga dedicated to the program. PLEASE GO TO WWW.XANGA.COM/OUTOFTHESHADOWSSUPPORTER !!!!! And OUTOFTHESHADOWS.COM | | |
| Well, here's to Saturdays alone. Tyler has been gone since 10 am playing Yu-Gi-Oh at Alien and Vintage Stock. He's competing in regionals next week... Meanwhile I'm still sick, sitting here. It sucks. Not in the best mood anymore. And there's seriously nothing to talk about. Who knows when he'll get back. All I can really do is sleep right now... Like I've been doing since he left. Seriously. That is all I have done today. | | |
| Wow. First comment in about a year lol. Thanks leap_toad. :) ............. So I don't know what's up with the formatting on this... I hit return to make a new paragraph, but when I post there's no space, so all of the ideas are jumbled together. That REALLY irks me. I'm a grammar freak. I guess I'll edit on the computer later. ......... As to why I'm up so early, beats me. I haven been able to go back to sleep. ......... Anyway, yesterday marks an awesome occasion. I got the job I applied for!! (There is an even more important personal occasion as well, but I'd like to keep that to myself) I am now a style consultant at a high-end fashion boutique. L'Colette. I love their clothes. Sooo excited. I start the 25th. When you work there, naturally, you have to get all dressed up. I'm going to LOVE this! It's mandatory to wear heels, which is no problem for me. You also have to have your makeup and hair done and everything. I mean, who's going to trust a fashion consultant who doesnt look good, right? :) This is going to be SO much better than my last job. Lol ............... Well, gonna try to go back to sleep. <3 | | |
| I know nobody reads my posts anymore, but it helps to vent a little I guess. If you do read, a quick comment would make my day Anyway... I've been so restless lately. Sleep was obviously not an option tonight. I just woke up to the common aura of knowing I was about to have a grand mal seizure. A quick dose of my Lamictal put it to rest though, and I think I should be fine. I don't want Tyler to be upset with me... he gets more upset than concerned when I have a seizure. I mean, I've only had two, but one of them was because I didn't take my meds. The other was post traumatic stress from my car accident. I also want to drive again. In a month I'll be eligible for my license back; however, it's been over a year since I've truly driven a car. I backed out of the driveway the other day, and even that felt so liberating. It sucks to have to depend on your fiancé to drive you everywhere. I'm not looking forward to having to take my driver's test again, though. But I'll feel so much more free. I'll be able to see my mom and sister whenever I want, and just make simple errands to get me out of the house every once in awhile. I'll also be able to go to the ice rink when Tyler is at work. I just started figure skating 3 weeks ago, and I've become totally addicted to it. Tyler is learning hockey, so we're taking our basic classes together. We're progressing so quickly. It's only been our 3rd lesson this past Tuesday, and we're already on crossovers. I never thought I'd make it past backwards skating or transitions from front to back, but it's almost second nature to me now. The day I get my lutz will be one of the best days ever. I think I've found something I'm truly good at. When I fall, I don't get frustrated. I get up and keep going. And I usually have it by the end of practice time. I'm even doing the more advanced crossover starting out, where you swing your foot around instead of just picking it up and sitting it down. I love this. I have to watch my weight distribution and arm positioning, though. This is where dancing comes in. Which I suck at lol. After a year of ballet, I still wasn't picking up combinations we'd been doing since the beginning. And my teacher didn't like me much for that. But I'll get off my soap box before I get into anything like that. Point is, I love ice skating. Tyler and I go to the rink about 2 or 3 times a week to practice. I'm scared of the day we get to footwork in combination, though. That's my weakest point in all of movement haha. Gravity usually isn't my friend. ;) I have been thinking, though. I pray that the physical demands of skating will make me a better singer. Better strength and body positioning. I really hope Tyler and I can go skating tomorrow. But he's been sick and probably won't be up to it. Even if I had my license, I still wouldn't leave him here while he's ill. I'm not sure how much more there is to say, but I don't want to stop writing. I know this is my longest entry in awhile, but my phone usually seems harder to type on. Another thing is, honestly, the "bad thoughts" are back, and writing is all that helps. But I was recently inspired by a very good, very Christian skater who died back in 2008. She went to my rink and was a part of our Tulsa Figure Skating Club. Religiously, I have skyrocketed. I used to be such a complacent Christian, but since I've heard her story, I'm taking much more active steps in my Walk with the Lord. My One and Only. I'm sure that's exactly what she would have wanted. Sam, I hope you know what you've done for me. I'm so much happier, even if I'm still struggling with my depression. You gave me the ultimate tool to get through the hard times. Thank you. :) God has really been coming through for me lately, and I know it's because my faith is stronger. I found something I love and am good at, I'll have a wonderful husband, my sister's Epilepsy has improved enough for her to attend some nor al school classes... My life has been so blessed lately. But it wasn't always like this. I don't want you to think, "Oh, believe in Jesus and you'll automatically become good at everything." You still have to do the amount of earthly work, but Jesus makes it a lot easier to find the strength to do it. I do want to start going to church again. I'm not sure what denomination I would be, but I've always leaned towards Catholicism. I just feel at peace with God in mass. Tyler is a Baptist, though, and hates Catholics. Thinks everything they believe is wrong. I don't pray to the saints like they do, but everything else is pretty consistent. I love the music. I can almost feel God moving through me when I hear and sing a Latin hymn. It's incredible. I've gotten better with scripture too. One of my favourites right now is Jeremiah 29:11: "I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans of peace and not evil, to give you a future and a hope." I am trusting in that plan right now, whatever it might be. I think a spoonful of peanut butter is called for, as random as that sounds. I've been addicted lately. I hope I don't wake Ty... Hope I've inspired some of you. Time to pay it forward, thanks to Sam McKay. 1994-2008. Yes... She was young. Fourteen. (On a random note, I'll say that some of the famous girls I once looked up to aren't very nice. :( The one I know most personally won't even accept my friend request on Facebook. She came to my house for crying out loud, and she hasn't responded to a single one of my messages. That saddens me... I thought she'd be happy to have a personal fan add her... It's not like I'm some random stranger...) | | |
| I really hate not being able to write from an actual computer. So far everything has been done from my iPhone because Tyler's Internet connection won't connect with my laptop. ...Therefore I can't make my posts pretty anymore. :( But I'll find a way. I want to put icons on my posts dammit!
Anyway, Tyler's and my Valentine's day plans keep changing due to our broke-ass nineteen year old income-to-daily-needs ratio. So I'm not sure what's happening, but I'm just happy that I don't have to look at Valentine's Day as "Singles Awareness Day" anymore. Most of my life had been on its own, until now. I'm just glad we can spend the day together, whatever we do. :)
I haven't gotten to practice my OK Girl's Chorus music in a long time... I don't like to practice anywhere near earshot of another person. I want everyone to hear only the finished product. I'm not sure what the game plan is as far as how anything is going to get done.
That's about it for now. :)
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